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LOL sheeeeeeeeiit. Thanks Pvt Bern. That'd be rad. I made the second and third one mainly for SSgt Bayless, as he's on FORCON within the unit.

Yeah I was reading up some your. S-9 team, that along with intelligence. Or something to do with Zeus and missions.

Just messing around with some animations. What ya'll think? Made some of these for some of my close friends in the unit.

Dude, it's helped me through so much, not just depression and multiple suicidal thoughts. But it's helped a lot with my social skills. I can be myself with ya'll people.

And it is an honour to cover your six any time of day. Semper Gumbi.

Yeah dude. Time flies when your having fun. I could never leave you people or the unit behind. I've met some pretty rad people from playing with you guys. And Massi! OMG I miss that fucker, what happen to him. He reminds me of Cyanide off of SovietWombles videos lmao. Love that dude.

The game has been writing in the same spot since alpha.

I reinstalled my game and my problem is persisting. And I created a new profile. This is what I have. Mainly the controls I edit... And by edit I mean unbind. Are the command keys. Anything that uses the F keys. And the numbers keys. 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I even wiped the game off the my hard drive. And reinstalled it... Same problem.

Alright. I also looked into my ArmA3Profile and I found all the controls listed to each key. Would this be the location where this kind of data should be saved? Maybe a value is set to 0 for off or 1 to ArmA 3 or 2 for ArmA 3 Apex. version=2; blood=1; singleVoice=0; anisoFilter=16; textureQuality=4; shadowQuality=5; tripleHead=0; maxSamplesPlayed=96; customScheme=1; controller="Default"; sensitivity="Medium"; vibrations=1; class ControllerSchemes { }; Would "CustomScheme=1" be something to look into or change a value to 0 maybe?

Well I tried starting ArmA 3 as admin right from the ArmA3.exe and it loaded up and I'm assuming froze on black screen. I tried starting the ArmA 3 launcher up as admin from its .exe... Nothing. I'm about to try and launch steam as admin. I even Validated my game cache and nothing was missing.

Well I tried starting ArmA 3 as admin right from the ArmA3.exe and it loaded up and I'm assuming froze on black screen. I tried starting the ArmA 3 launcher up as admin from its .exe... Nothing. I'm about to try and launch steam as admin. I even Validated my game cache and nothing was missing.

Haha. I know that. What I'm trying to say. EVERYTIME I start my game its on ArmA 3 Apex by default. And I have to switch it to the regular ArmA 3 controls. And rebind everything.... That is something I don't want to do. Even if I do what you just said. It will change back to apex.

Does anyone know of a way to delete the ArmA 3 Apex controls preset? Cause everyone time I start my game I have to switch from Apex to normal ArmA 3 controls. Then I have to rebind everything. And it's really annoying. I've googled it and posted the same question on the discussions on steam. No replies yet. It's getting really frustrating. Help a brother out.

I'm always around. When I hit the pub server. It's go time and I'm a happy boy haha. Thank dude.

Yes Bayless we have had some good times together. And getting the support from the unit means a lot to me as well. Thank you.

Thank you Sgt. Hansen. To know I have people here for me and such, it means a lot. This pubber WILL be on truckin'

Thanks Johansen. I'm always around to fucking up the AI on the public server.

We've slayed together a little bit. But it has been a while. As far as I can remember. Are you pilot in the unit? Thank you.

Thank you. Means a lot.

I would recommend a microphone and headset separately. I currently use a RODE NT-usb and astros. But it comes to budget and preference in the end. Got to be comfortable.

If this post isn't acceptable. Feel free to contact me and notify me and delete it. Hello 15th MEU Milsim Unit, Excuse me for being a little person. But, I've been playing with you guys for a really long time. Oh god, since ArmA 2 back when I first started watching Drumheller on Youtube. I've always wanted to join the military for as long as I can remember. And finding a group of people like you guys/girls was great. It was pretty neat finding so many people that played ArmA the way it was intended. And bring in the immersion and realism at the same time having fun. Years went on. And I've made some friends in the 15th. And have came across from cool people to operate with and laugh and joke around with. Even find some glitches in ArmA 2. (Moore you know what I'm talking about LOL.) This was all back when I was younger and I'm still playing ArmA with you people. As the years went on, I debated on joined the unit and eventually did for a short amount of time. But had to leave due to getting a new job and ending up missing the operations and training's. But I still stuck around and fucked shit up on the public server. It was a fun learning experience with all the mods. Thank god for basic medic ACE3 feature. Cause if we used advanced medical I'd be fucked. Years went by and I bounced around other units trying to find one to join. Mainly smaller SOF units. But I stayed loyal and kept slaying with you guys. Some of the units I was with folded and the players dispersed. Some are still going, some I just stopped playing with due to the people in the unit. But I always came home to the 15th. But now to get the main point of the post your reading. In the last few years, like the last 5 or 6 years. I've been dealing with depression among other things. If anyone else has been down this road. You know it's a bumpy one, and writing this post isn't a cry for help. But more like a thank you post. I was never a popular one in school, public and highschool. Not even in Army Cadets, not sure what it could be compared to in the states. But it's some extra community type thing. I spent 7 years in that organization. From being green to climbing to Sargent, leading my own sections (squads) and also being a 2IC. But I had a small group of friends in there. And soon ended up meeting WhiskeyVictor. Who you'll see me with a lot on the public server. We became bestfriends, brothers. But deep down inside I was still hurting, still depressed and as the years went on it became worse. Grew distant from the people I went to school with and with the people I attended Cadets with. Soon enough I found myself having thoughts of ending my life cause I was so alone, but I wouldn't talk about it to anyone. And if you ever played with me on the public server. I bet you would have never guessed it. So I would like to take the time and thank everyone in the unit. The people who started the unit. The people who run it, who makes the missions for the public server, absolutely everyone. Because without finding the 15th MEU Milsim Unit, and making the friends I have now. And laughing my ass off and getting my game face on with. And feeling like I belong somewhere. I probably wouldn't be here today. So thank you. See you on the field. M.Odell OscarMike